pandakuza

im so effed up right now... i dont know why im always being asked or why im always the bad/wrong guy.. people who tried to piss me off that never shuts never gets blamed, its always me.. im getting sick of these continues rants that people have about me.. they always find a hole to make things worst for me.. i didnt do anything bad, i get nagged, im wrong when i get pissed. i get pissed on a person who started to go break the hells door on me and i still get blamed for everything.. i am always the wrong/bad person.. well, firstly maybe becoz i was never right.. in a way whenever i delve in myself i always saw, or see myself as wro

the what? anyhoo, ive been a "thought wanderer" for quite some time.. been asking myself over and over what the hell does the voice in my head keep saying.. its like a ruffled shout saying what i should be or i should do.. but in the end i still dont know what i really am to do or be.. should i take photography? art? comics? music? writing? crafts? but i fail in every medium.. in my perspective, i lack the IT factor on every category.. oh well, /sigh

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